I’m stuck hardcore. I am not sure what to do about it.
I got all weird after the thing on Monday. I’m not sure what to do about that.
I’m not recording anymore. I KNOW what to do about that.
There are several problems. All technical. I’m getting caught up in distractions. Other people are distracting me. Not the people around me or in my house. They’re fine. It’s the concept of other people. I’m setting myself up again. I don’t like the way I look on camera in comparison. It’s a metaphor, but it sticks. Maybe it’s hard to be a girl. Maybe I’m getting old.
I guess I don’t like the cold all that much.