I have just had something happen to me. Something of religious import. It’s difficult to describe. It will make me sound crazy.
I think that I have been going about all this music stuff in the wrong way. My body knows it. I don’t know what’s surrounding me, in the cosmos – or whatever. But I know that I’ve probably woken something up by all my … behavior.
I’ve been living on borrowed time. I know that I’ve been working, after a fashion. But what have I done with it? I can only be kind of general here. So many things of great significance happened lately.
Specifically? I need to do something specific about getting going on very specific work, before something very bad happens.